7.08.2005

I've got the blues...


Isn't he gorgeous? I snapped this prideful bird at the zoo recently. The kids had so much fun following him around. Peacocks make me smile and I need all the reasons I can find to smile right now.

We live in such a depressing world. London! My life is like London right now. They are on a high from being selected for the Olympics then wham! a slam up against the head. I don't mean to trivialize the bombings by comparing it to my life.

Most days I am thrilled to have the best job on the planet. I get to be home with my little blessings. I get to teach them. I get to play with them. Then there are days when I just feel like a doormat. Yesterday was one of those days. I guess you can say today as well. I feel like I am there only to provide the means for everyone's wishes and poo on me if I don't. I just need some me time. Makes me feel guilty though. I am so thankful to be able to do what I do. No other job gives me such a creative outlet. *sigh* I'll feel better tomorrow after some extra sleep.

Sorry to be such a bummer, be thankful you aren't here with me now. I'm a life-sucking party person today. Look at the peacock. smile. have a great day.

2 comments:

Sarah said...

Sorry you were so blue. Are you feeling better? I hope so. I am enjoying reading your posts.

me said...

Yap. Think its fatigue induced. I'm pretty tired today again. Need to do better going to bed! Was almost 3 a.m. before I got to bed last night... this morning.